"As death approaches, I want to make it clear that this was my decision. Sane mind. Of my own volition. I wanted this. Not directly, but know that I did absolutely nothing to stop or delay it. I egged it on, cheered it, hoped for it. Know it was me. I did it. My destined death."
Eu aprendi errado. Eu devia ter aproveitado antes, me jogado, mas minha coragem é tardia, fruto do meu cansaço. O que eu faço é menos baseado na vontade, mais na sobrevivência. Um esforço medido na segurança, e não na possibilidade. Eu nunca colei meus pedaços.
Leash is not tight at all I've already escaped
I finally lost it I could assume where it was Before Yesterday A lifetime ago Now I have no idea where it could be Did I misplace it? Was it stolen? Could I have destroyed it? It wasn't making sounds anyway Just glad you won't be able to see it maybe we could share yours
I'd burn so many bridges for you Unfortunately I'll never have fire again I'll try to get close and you'll freeze away Anyway
I looked up for a moment Could see nothing The blackness threw me off for a bit Then I felt you removing the knife Your laughter made me remember what had happened I sent you off with a smirk You kissed me goodbye and left forever Next time, don't miss the vital parts Please
I was heaven bound An arrow, speed and intent You were thunder loud and inevitable shot me down and maimed me leering at this beautiful sky, ever so distant getting so far, so fast my tears just fall faster than I do
this one is a new feeling, yeah rhythm is fine melody is just a bit off its pulsating just as its supposed to its timbre's good too but how do you make it sound so empty never heard a heart so hollow before
I did a thing I'm scared of the thing it may end me I did because I thought I was dead But what if not what if the dreams are dark premonitions of more suffering yet to come the thing is silent thing is hungry
I wish I could show you All these blinding lights, on a sunless sky Maybe I could share with you from inside my deaf mind Would you like to see What I can't explain Would you like me If I made you understand My one and only Queen of hearts
Tô indo; não sei se volto, se volto não sei se o mesmo, se mudado, tomara que não tão pior do q fui. Viva o fim do mundo
Lost in translation
Its 3am, again May your fears rest forever in rage
I dreamt of absurd alien spaces Infinite shores with no water Giant grey metal masses Impossible interactions An evil beautiful smile A naked back Woke up and cursed a thousand moons
If you knew how much that hurt would you prefer I lied? Even though we'd both die false as faith I'm lying to survive, won't wish this carnage upon you why do you bring it to me anyway? your hug is just needles bone deep on this hollow smile, again night take you, I won't
I was assigned to mourn someone that no one will miss. My sadness knows no bounds and my tears overflow this grievous well. I hope you get peace.
Bothered. Coarse. Sad. In the slow lane. Unfocused. Unprosperous.
Não tem jeito, por mais que você tente ou queira, algumas pessoas simplesmente estão ocas por dentro. Alma, coração, humanidade, nada. Vazio total. Eu nem tento entender, o abismo é um sedutor inigualável. Considero sorte demais ter um fiozinho me segurando.