Why should I keep on living, after all?
Is it really worth it, this pain
dare I say, not all this pain, but the thorns surrounding it
why should I miss you when you can't remember me?
why should I suffer alone, in the name of someone who can't even pick me in a crowd
how can I be so little, when before I was a whole planet
how, can I be nothing in your eyes
they used to shine, for me
for me; and I dare never forget that
I'm still going
somehow, someway
contradicting all predictions and all eyes
I'm still living
no complex reason why. Just a day after another, week after week, hour after hour
I still cry, sometimes
but not for you, now
for me. For how scared I am, of moving on
how broken I feel, when I take another step
all the glass that seeps in my (still missing) heart
I'm still here
Even if it is for nothing
even if it hurts every step of the way
even if I really dare forget you, one day
I'm trying to smile and still moving forward
one day, again
I'll see me up there, not you
