Loveless

 What if I could just stop loving

in a quick crash, take the feeling out, boom

just stop entertaining this facade

I'm considering all possibilities now, and tending to the laziest one

giving up love

Mine is... too much. Too everything. Too broad. I can't contain or moderate it.

So, just. Stop. Let bygones be, wash the hurt and dirt, keep the pain on a painting by the living room

Remember, respect and let it wash away

no more of this insanity

this feeling was never supposed to be ours, anyway

we grew it from solitude and nothing, some tears and good moments

And we let it control our breathing

no more

love is banned

go be crazy on work, or crafts, or scribbles

when everything is hanging from the balance

shift your perspective, look at what you lost by giving too much

For one, I am so glad you are done

leave the tears for whoever fits them best

your black is better sober

Leaving you at that

 I've now been thinking

What went through your mind, when you understood what I said

Because I was a mess, and as I said before a lot of times, on words right here

That was all of me

And, I know, by the lack of responses or actions on your side

That you must not have thought anything... worthwhile

But, if that so, what was it? What do, all of me, causes on your mind?

If nothing, really, you could've just said so

I'm so used on giving up, I would, and will, never bother you again, either way

But, placate this sick mind of mine

Give me just a small reason, even if so for pity

I would really love some pity actually

Just a short no

A courteous go away

but please

something

Burn

 I am burning!

It hurts all over!

Time is passing by, faster each sunrise, and everything, all hurts

everywhere I look, I see no future

there is only people, and rage, and hate

I focus on the wrong angles

I bother with the useless things

Every step of the way, all I care, is shunned away

bless the new year

bless this new start

burn it all down to the ground

I need a rebirth

wash it all over me

let me focus on what I can

cold water to this fire

May we stop burning our lives away